Ernest A. Fitzgerald
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Ernest A. Fitzgerald
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
It's still a work in progress, but I am happier with my new front page, thanks to all the web master divas that gave me such great ideas and courage to go for it on the front page!
Check it out,
Tell me what you think!
Posted by Heather at 9:03 PM
Posted by Heather at 9:00 AM
Monday, March 27, 2006
BAD! Kitty New Art!
ZaadZ # 10
"Hungry little girl"
12" X 16" acrylic, mixed media on canvas board
Float mounted, needs no frame, ready to hang or sit on a table easel.
Posted by Heather at 9:51 AM
Quote for the day
"There is no satisfying the senses, not even with a shower of money. The senses are of slight pleasure and really suffering. When a wise man has realized this, he takes no pleasure, as a disciple of the Buddhas, even in the pleasures of heaven. Instead he takes pleasure in the elimination of craving."
The elimination of craving, is where I am today.
I am working hard at eliminating my need/craving/desire
for information, for money to cover my basic needs, for a larger family unit, for friends that lived closer to me, for my life to be what I want it to be, instead of what it is. I am not bemoaning my present state, instead I embrace what there is to learn from my present experience. I ask for it to hurt as much as it possibly can...hurt from: not having, not knowing, not understanding how I am going to make it work, in every aspect of my work/home life balance.
Everything is as it should be. I focus on today and the circumstances, obstacles, work, and important tasks at hand.
I continue to pursue my ideal work/life balance with intent and purity according to my own inner by laws.
I know that it is what it is, and that is a set of circumstances, that I have all the control over. I have control about weather I am going to be freaked out and panic about things I can not know, and can not change. Or I can use that feeling of
anxiety as fuel to push me forward, into the rest of the day,
like p-nut butter meeting jelly for the first time, full of protein and sweetness, yet so familiar that it makes you sick to think of eating it again.
I am eating it again. I make my way, creating words, art, and moments of clarity for my clients...Loving my kids, singing my own song as I labor in the field of my real life.
I sing those old songs of the deep south, the prayers, the messages to others, the secret code of music and beat and harmony with the back breaking work that life is. I labor in this field of mine with pride.
I love work, I love challenge, I love being the underdog, that's when I kick into gear. I no longer work my day job, I got fired for not being able to keep up the required amount of hours...Even though my numbers as far as money making stayed the same...That's the issue, they want people who can do this type of work non-stop for hours and hours back to back...I am NOT a telephone actress, so that was so hard to do....Like doing a one woman show with 60 seconds quick changes of elaborate costumes backstage every 30 minutes.
I know my accountability in getting fired. I did not show up, and eventually after months of not wanting to do it, they fired me. I make some serious cash for them, so they really didn't want to do it, but I made them. So I forced this situation to this place...And now I have to figure out how to get from here to there, when I am not really ready to fly on my own with no safety net (regular paycheck).
So I plan today, I plot, I scheme, I make an action plan on how to use what I have already set into motion and kick it in the ass, and maybe find a new job, or make what I have work better.
I will not let this get me into a brain space where I flog myself into a place where nothing gets done, because I don't know the next step...I just keep placing one foot in front of the other...I'll eventually get there, just because I am too stubborn to quit.
Now is the time for action, make things happen, shake the money trees, shake the earth, make it known that ready or not here I come, full steam ahead, all power to the force of my intent to be what I really am, honest, loyal, hardworking, and fucking stubborn.
Watch me make the best of this.
Because that's what I do, I make the best of the situation, I do the best I can with what I have available, when I know better I do better. I will also concentrate on not wanting.
Not Wanting till it hurts, or makes my somach in knots, because that is a waste of precious heartbeats...
and we all only have so many,
so today, I work to make mine count.
Be BOLD today,
Dare to stop doing the things that you are used to doing, try something new, you can always change your mind later.
Just Live today, give it all you got, I will be doing the same. You know where to find me,
in the moment...
Raw and radiant
Heather/ Sybil Ann
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http://www.badkittyartstudio.blogspot.com >>>to read the latest news about my state of being Wohoo huh? And see the newest art as it comes out of the studio...;)
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http://.www.ebay.com >>>auctions closing in hours, go BID, Bid I say!
Posted by Heather at 8:04 AM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Friday, March 24, 2006
G. Walter Fiske
I have auctions closing soon!
I would really love to see some art sell, and/or find a new client today.
Dear Whomever is on duty up there today:
Yes, it's me Universe, I am taking actions everyday to accomplish my Ideal, my dream. To be able to utilize my gifts to set into motion a positive wave that extends beyond my own being and envelops as many humans as possible, in the light, in love, in truth and power. I only wish to keep my basic needs met, I will work harder for the things I want, but I ask Dear Universe that you see my actions, and bring to me that which I need today, whatever that maybe.
This is my prayer, my wish, and my plan of action.
I will work harder to accomplish,
all I ask for is opportunity, chance or change...
I am open for/to the possibilities today.
I am open for the light, and for the use of that light
to create another bright spot in
the great void
of this reality.
See me Burn Universe, I am using everything gifted to me,
I am pure of heart and true of intent.
My cup runs over with passion, and eagerness for the next
bend in the road.
Universe, Bring it.
I am raw, I am radiant
Watch me Burn.
Yours in the moment,
Posted by Heather at 8:13 AM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Bad! Kitty Art Studio & Sybil Ann Tells All
Quote for the day
In the study of ideas, it is necessary to remember that insistence on hard-headed clarity issues from sentimental feeling, as it were a mist, cloaking the perplexities of fact. Insistence on clarity at all costs is based on sheer superstition as to the mode in which human intelligence functions. Our reasoning grasp at straws for premises and float on gossamers for deductions.
That's the Crab Nebula as seen from Hubble, just recently, in the last year... Pretty cool huh?
That picture reminds me I am small and
just a speck...And I am the nebula, because I can see it, I am part of it, it is part of me. The cosmic cell memory of my beginning...And end.
So much Cosmic dust set aglow.
Watch me Burn.
Raw and radiant,
Be Bold today, We are all made of the same stuff, isn't it pretty?
Posted by Heather at 8:49 AM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
B. C. Forbes
Posted by Heather at 8:42 AM
Monday, March 20, 2006
New art! Click on picture to enlarge
New in the ZaadZ Series #8
"Knowing and Understanding are two different things"
9" X 11"
Hand Drawn Collage
Oils, markers and pastels
Get it today by emailing:
The quote that inspired it:
In the deep, unwritten wisdom of life there are many things to be learned that cannot be taught. We never know them by hearing them spoken, but we grow into them by experience and recognize them through understanding. Understanding is a great experience in itself, but it does not come through instruction.
Enjoy...it goes into the ebay machine soon!
HAPPY First Day of Spring! Let it be!
Posted by Heather at 8:58 AM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
BAD! Kitty Art Studio & Sybil Ann Tells All Quote for the day
Be brave enough to live life creatively. The creative is the place where no one else has ever been. You have to leave the city of your comfort and go into the wilderness of your intuition. You can't get there by bus, only by hard work and risk and by not quite knowing what you're doing. What you'll discover will be wonderful. What you'll discover will be yourself. ~Alan Alda
Be Brave today.
Be True to you.
Have a wonderful day
full of magic
http://www.ebay.com >>> Just a couple hours left on Auctions....Zaadz #4 is going to go for the opening bid....If you want it now's the time to move on it!
badkittyartstudio is my seller name or just hit the links!
Posted by Heather at 9:29 AM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
#7 in the ZaadZ series
"Seeing and being Seen"
9" x 12"
Collage on Canvas Board
Ready to go!
$35.00 + Shipping
email me ASAP at
to make it yours.
These are selling as fast as I can make them!
Get yours today.
Here's the Quote that inspired it:
Thus we cannot escape the fact that the world we know is constructed in order to see itself. This is indeed amazing. Not so much in view of what it sees, although this may appear fantastic enough, but in respect of the fact that it can see at all. But in order to do so, evidently it must first cut itself up into a least one state which sees, and at least one other state which is seen.
I hope you enjoy!
Posted by Heather at 9:49 AM
Peter F. Drucker
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Friday, March 17, 2006
Thursday, March 16, 2006
G. Spencer Brown
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Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
Posted by Heather at 8:42 AM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
*** Wishing you happiness always!
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember
what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. . . . .
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
I am Ready.
I am ready to continue, another day is here, and again the reality taped begins it's crawl, winding it's way
to the other side of the void, eating it way through the hours of another day.
What will this day hold? What risks taken, what unknown ventures gained?
Well I closed a bunch of great priced auctions for fairy world yesterday, I will not be re-listing them...the BAD! Kitty Art Lotto is Winding down. I don't "do" auction style selling very often...It's kinda stressful, and expensive to not sell.
So, I'll let what I have up run their course, and if I have some things here or there I'll put a few up now and again, but it's not a long term action career plan...Much to my mangers relief...It's exposure, it's advertising, it's making some freaking money when I needed it...it sharing the love of my craft, by giving people everywhere a chance to buy something great at the lowest possible price I can offer...To cover the cost of making the creation itself. I know that the work that did and will sell is going to people who are already mostly collectors of my work...And that is super cool, because they got a reward for all the years and money they have spent helping, supporting, understanding what it is that I am really trying to do. Working with intention, transparency, and without greed.
But I did sell a couple of works to people who are new to me too. That uber cool, and I look forward to finding out how they feel about their new works in real life.
I know the reasoning behind auction driven artist, is to produce, produce, produce and then hope it sells, that you gather a group of collectors...That you become a "star"...But I was nevcr really interested in that in the first place...Or I would have been doing it for the last three years that I have been full time and self representing.
I just do it, when I need to, or want to...Or get the itch to gift some art out there...Or have a wild hair...I do what I want.
I am unpredictable in my sales approach, I am flexible...OK...We see that experiment did not bring the required results, what's plan X?
And then I issue the orders to switch to plan whatever is next.
Then take action.
Then see what happens.
It's like a great big science experiment everyday...
bubble, bubble, toil, and trouble...
and my Garden is growing wonderful, joy filled magic all over the place.
Secrets arrived at her new home yesterday...And was fallen in love with all over again. The Universe is good, my magic spreads, and my work changes people, teaches, changes vibrations, acts as talisman, creates motivation...They are live things...Just ask anyone that lives with my work...Can I get an Amen from the back please? Any one care to testify? :)
Have a great day today, live in your moments all of them,
and consider supporting American businesses people trying to make an honest living, book a reading, I am good at what I do, or buy some art...Again, I am good at what I do.
I have only two of the first 5 ZaadZ art Series available...New art cranked out in a fluid motion, and being bought as fast as the glue can dry.
That's good....Very, very good.
I am ready.
I am Ready.
I am the Change.
Raw and radiant,
Just do it.
I figured out that if I can somehow make 40.00 dollars a day, five days a week, I can stay alive at my present level...That's thinking outside the box for you...Break it down to the smallest amount, now...Do you think I can figure out an honest way to make 40.00 bucks a day?
I am pretty smart.
No problem, I can do this.
Call me, or buy some art cheap while you can.
Because...I am ready, and I am worth it.
And I am Good at what I do, and I know it.
I work, I prove not with wishing, waiting, wanting...But with concentrated action.
What are you doing today?
Posted by Heather at 7:36 AM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
You Like? Please bid! TOO LATE!
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
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Bad! Kitty Art Studio & Sybil Ann tells all
Quote for the day.
~A. W. Robertson ***
I will be working my day job at: http:www.astrocenter.com
from 9am to 1:30 pm PST, so call me there if you need a reading from Sybil Ann, see my web site to book an after my hours appointment for my private clients.... Bills have got to be paid you Know?
I do have EBay auctions that are getting bids and starting to generate a little interest in my work and what I am doing here... doing what I want, how I want... Take my hands out of control.
Let it go and see what happens, it is the way...
I still had a Big Black R in the bottom of my shoe until I was 25 years old...
that might have something to do with it.
New art going up on eBay sometime today,
I have decided to put the entire Fairy world that is left up...
A couple a day, along with some other fun stuff from the ART vault.
It will be like winning the BAD! Kitty Art Studio Lotto!
You get to have investment quality work at the lowest prices possible,
and I get to keep eating...It's all good.
Check it out some are closing in the next 8 hours or so.... low opening bids, no reserve and KICK ASS ART... what could be better?
HHHHmmmm, maybe a few bids?
That would be better!
Let it be Universe... I know right from left, and up from down... I am asking for the sale, and the opportunity to spread my talent around, and be SEEN and HEARD.
Much love in the accomplishments of your day...
I'll be the one going for it....
catch me if you can!
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http://www.zaadz.com >>>ZaadZ Series Up For Sale NOW!
http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQfgtpZ1QQfrppZ25QQsassZbadkittyartstudio >>>>GO BID NOW!
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
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