Saturday, February 02, 2008

Daily Art- Contemplation in Red

Contemplation in red
full painting
(the upper left hand corner of this painting is being washed out by my inept attempts at picture taking, sorry)

close up

'Contemplation in Red' from the faces series #3
24" x 36"
oils
finished sides, no frame needed, ready to hang
$155.00 + shipping
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***
Here is the quote that was the inpsiration for the work:

"Hope is a state of mind, not of the world . . .
Either we have hope or we don't;
it is a dimension of the soul,
and it's not essentially dependent
on some particular observation of the world
or estimate of the situation.
Hope is not prognostication.
It is an orientation of the spirit,
and orientation of the heart;
it transcends the world that is immediately experienced,
and is anchored somewhere beyond its horizons ...
Hope, in this deep and powerful sense,
is not the same as joy that things are going well,
or willingness to invest in enterprises that
are obviously heading for success,
but rather and ability to work for
something because it is good,
not just because it stands a chance to succeed.
The more propitious the situation
in which we demonstrate hope,
the deeper the hope is.
Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism.
It is not the conviction that something will turn out well,
but the certainty that something makes sense,
regardless of how it turns out."
~Vaclav Havel
***
Today I go to work with hope in my corner.
The fever pitch of working means I don't have a lot to report about.
I see my kids as if they are waking dreams,
floating through the studio with kisses and needs to be met.
I hug my mate as if he were a visitor,
surprising me with his arrival upon my doorstep.
I eat every once in awhile and sleep too little.
I stand under the running water and forget why I am there.
I am tired and my body aches.
Possessed by the effort to work harder,
driving myself to the finish line of something to be proud of.
Waiting for no one, taking no prisoners, allowing no distractions...
the paint flows like wine, and my creative thoughts pile up on themselves like driftwood on the shore.
I just work harder is all...I just don't stop.
I know that some of these new works are the best I have done to date.
Others... not so much. Such is life.
I have little or no interest in them after they leave my easel...
I do not care what happens to them now...
orphans they are.
I am just glad to be rid of them from my minds eye;
like the feeling of removing a large thorn from under a nail.
The end result is not what I am after.
Living in these moments of being one with the work...
that is what ignites my inner flame...
that is what matters most...
being burned alive in the flame.
Being burned Alive.
Charred bones in the calabash bowl.
I am grateful to work myself hard
and press myself for my best.
Today I work for the knowing.
I work for the joy.
Leaving ego on the side of the road,
with her good buddies fear and doubt.
I told them all to find a ride with someone else...
there's no room at the inn for you...
Beat it.
Waking in the morning,
the smells of oil paint and sweat are
like honeysuckle on a hot summers day,
sweet and inviting.
Today I work with hope in my corner.
***
I hope you all have a good day...
I am off to the salt mines.
Happily swinging my pick and shovel.
Heather
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5 comments:

BlueJude said...

Just one word...SENSATIONAL!!

HMBT said...

Thank you so much Blue, you made my day!

San said...

Heather, I am so excited by your new work.

And your "hope in the corner" reverie is simply beautiful. Let that paint keep "flowing like wine."

You're on fire, woman!

HMBT said...

Thank you San it's always good to hear your voice here. I am glad to know you. :)

Kathy Holmes said...

I love this!! This is the one I would like to have - when my budget permits. :) Just bought a house in Las Vegas and need to buy so many things but am putting this on my list. Love the inspiration for it, too. Very inspiring!