Bad Kitty Art Studio Portland/Beaverton, Oregon - oil paintings, sculpture, painted furniture, recycled art, motivational words

Bad! Kitty Quote of the day!

Moi / Hei (Informal) - Finnish for Hello

Every day is just one day. Each moment

being past, present and future all at the same time.

Creation/Destruction.

It's all right to change...

"it's all right to live the life you please."

~Traveling Willburys

I am changing, each time I have another of these

"Educational Moments"of

emotional growth,

most of the pain is about the small

death of an older

version of myself.

After giving Birth

three times in this reality

I know for a fact

that they call it

"labor"

for a reason.

Sure it's been awhile since I felt

the pain of a birth

but it's not something that you forget.

My insight for the last two weeks

came to me this morning.

Conviction is a powerful

motivator...So is pain.

Today I feel like the

world may be a little better

place to be in for me.

I am powerful in my conviction

to become the

best me I can become.

In every way.

The tedium and stress

of ordinary life makes it easier...

I get that now.

I get up everyday and do the things

I have to do

in order to be able to

take advantage of

the little stolen moments

that keep me alive.

Talking to a good friend,

being understood,

being loved...

life changing moments

that flash by in a

wink...

I am a Machine of Love.

I may not be able to

in this reality...

to forgive

them

but I can forgive myself,

for not loving them anymore.

Giving myself permission

to keep becoming

the change

and

permission to

stay the same.

Giving myself permission

to live the

life

that pleases me.

There will always be something

to believe in.

There will always be

my

courage,

there will always be

my fears,

there will always be,

time to make sense of it all.

I understand the power and

courage of the

written word.

I accept that this is my

reality.

Seeker and Seer.

The obligations,

experiences,

truths about ourselves,

of this

reality are what

we make them.

Weight or Fuel.

I am on

Fire.

I burn

to destroy

I burn to

lay waste

I burn to

evolve

I burn to

change

I burn to

create.

If I was given these

gifts by my divine

maker.

Then there is a reason

for the pain.

Time to Burn

away something

searing

and

Melting

away the impurities that

keep me from my

true

work.

Anger/Fear is a form

of

Fuel.

Pain/Chaos is a form

of

Fuel.

Love/Passion is a form

Of

Fuel.

Fuel for what purpose?

To drive what machine?

A machine of love.

A machine of creation.

A quantum Machine.

I am tired of being different,

and feeling bad about it.

So I am

not going to

do it anymore.

I want change.

I am a machine of change.

I still have some

Love

to

give.

"As Human beings,

our greatness lies not so much

in being able

to remake

the world as in

being able

to

remake

ourselves."

~Gandhi

I am that maker.

Today I build.

Today I burn.

Today I trust.

Today I risk.

Today I Live.

Have a wonderful day...create the you

that you really are

and share

it with

the world.

Burn

with me.

Today I am a

Bonfire

at the Beach

gusty winds blowing

sand in my face

coldness just

outside the ring of

warm light

from my

fire.

Fuel is good.

Pain tells you when to stop.

Release comes when

you are ready

vulnerable

and invincible.

at the same

time.

Here's to the Great Re-making!

Heather